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When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster
to Meryton, from whence they were to set out early the next
morning. The separation between her and her family was rather
noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the only one who shed tears;
but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs. Bennct was
diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and
impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the oppor^
tunity of enjoying herself as much as possible -- advice, which
there was every reason to believe would be attended to; and in
the clamorous happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell,
the more gentle adieus of her sisters were uttered without
being heard.
Had Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her own family,
she could not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal
felicity or domestic comfort. Her father, captivated by youth
and beauty, and that appearance of good humour which youth
and beauty generally give, had married a woman whose weak
understanding and illiberal mind had very early in their marriage
put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, esteem, and
confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of domestic
happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennct was not of a dis^
position to seek comfort for the disappointment which his own
imprudence had brought on, in any of those pleasures which too
often console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He
was fond of the country and of books; and from these tastes had
arisen his principal enjoyments. To his wife he was very little
otherwise indebted, than as her ignorance and folly had contri^
buted to his amusement. This is not the sort of happiness which
a man would in general wish to owe to his wife; but where other
powers of entertainment are wanting, the true philosopher will
derive benefit from such as are given.
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