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he deigned to add aught of civility to his ordinary style? -- for I
dare not hope,' he continued in a lower and more serious tone,
'that he is improved in essentials.'
'Oh, no!' said Elizabeth. 'In essentials, I believe, he is very
much what he ever was.'
While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing
whether to rejoice over her words, or to distrust their meaning.
There was a something in her countenance which made him listen
with an apprehensive and anxious attention, while she added,
'When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not
mean that either his mind or manners were in a state of improve^
ment, but that from knowing him better, his disposition was
better understood.'
Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion
and agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking
off his embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the
gentlest of accents,
'You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will
readily comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise
enough to assume even the appearance of what is right. His
pride, in that direction, may be of service, if not to himself, to
many others, for it must deter him from such foul misconduct
as I have suffered by. I only fear that the sort of cautiousness, to
which you, I imagine, have been alluding, is merely adopted on
his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and judgment he
stands much in awe. His fear of her has always operated, I
know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed
to his wish of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which
I am certain he has very much at heart.'
Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered
only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted
to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was
in no humour to indulge him. The rest of the evening passed
with the appearance, on his side, of usual cheerfulness, but with
no further attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted at
last with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never
meeting again.
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