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of her ncircst relations, and reflected how materially the credit of
both must be hurt by such impropriety of conduct, she felt
depressed beyond anything she had ever known [before].
After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to
every variety of thought; reconsidering events, determining
probabilities, and reconciling herself, as well as she could, to a
change so sudden and so important, fatigue, and a recollection
of her long absence, made her at length return home; and she
entered the house with the wish of appearing cheerful as usual,
and the resolution of repressing such reflections as must make
her unfit for conversation.
She was immediately told, that the two gentlemen from Rosings
had each called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few
minutes to take leave, but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been
sitting with them at least an hour, hoping for her return, and
almost resolving to walk after her till she could be found. -- Eliza'
bah could but just affect concern in missing him; she really
rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no longer an object. She
could think only of her letter.
The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and
Mr. Collins having been in waiting near the lodges, to make
them his parting obeisance, was able to bring home the pleasing
intelligence, of their appearing in very good health, and in as
tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the melancholy scene
so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then hastened,
to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on his return,
brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her ladyship,
importing that she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous
of having them all to dine with her.
Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting,
that had she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented
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