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As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her
spirits; or in other words, to dwell without interruption on
those subjects that must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy's
behaviour astonished and vexed her.
'Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent,'
said she, 'did he come at all?'
She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure.
'He could be still amiable, still pleasing to my uncle and aunt,
when he was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why
come hither? If he no longer cares for me, why silent? -- Teazing,
teazing man! I will think no more about him.'
Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the
approach of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look which
shewed her better satisfied with their visitors, than Elizabeth.
'Now,' said she, 'that this first meeting is over, I feel perfectly
easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be embarrassed
again by his coming. I am glad he dines here on Tuesday. It
will then be publicly seen, that on both sides, we met only as
common and indifferent acquaintance.'
'Yes, very indifferent indeed,' said Elizabeth, laughingly. 'Oh,
Jane! take care.'
'My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak, as to be in
danger now.'
'I think you are in very great danger of making him as much
in love with you as ever.'
They did not sec the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs.
Bennet, in the mean while, was giving way to all the happy
schemes, which the good'humour and common politeness of
Bingley, in half an hour's visit, had revived.
On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn;
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