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Both sisters were uncomfortable enough. Each felt for the other,
and of course for themselves; and their mother talked on, of her
dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resoluu'on to be civil to him only
as Mr. Bingley's friend, without being heard by either of them.
But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not be
suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to
show Mrs. Gardiner's letter, or to relate her own change of
sentiment towards him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose
proposals she had refused, and whose merit she had undervalued;
but to her own more extensive information, he was the person, to
whom the whole family were indebted for the first of benefits, and
whom she regarded herself with an interest, if not quite so tender,
at least as reasonable and just, as what Jane felt for Bingley. Her
astonishment at his coming -- at his coming to Netherfield, to
Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, was almost equal
to what she had known on first witnessing his altered behaviour
in Derbyshire.
The colour which had been driven from her face, returned for
half a minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight
added lustre to her eyes, as she thought for that space of time, that
his affection and wishes must still be unshaken. But she would
not be secure.
'Let me first see how he behaves,' said she; 'it will then be
early enough for expectation.'
She sat intently at work striving to be composed, and without
daring to lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the
face of her sister, as the servant was approaching the door. Jane
looked a little paler than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth
had expected. On the gentlemen's appearing, her colour
increased; yet. she received them with tolerable ease, and with a
propriety of behaviour equally free from any symptom of resent"
ment, or any unnecessary complaisance.
Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat
down again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not
often command. She had ventured only one glance at Darcy.
He looked serious as usual; and she thought, more as he had
been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as she had seen him at
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