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curtsey; and on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such
pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was first
broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeablclooking woman,
whose [endeavour] to introduce some kind of discourse, proved
her to be more truly well-bred than either of the others; and
between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from
Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked
as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes
did venture a short sentence, when there was least danger of its
being heard.
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss
Bingley, and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss
Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation would
not have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter, had they
not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but she was not
sorry to be spared the necessity of saying much. Her own thoughts
were employing her. She expected every moment that some of
the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished, she feared
that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether
she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After
sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour, without hearing Miss
Bingley 's voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a
cold inquiry after the health of her family. She answered with
equal indifference and brevity, and the other said no more.
The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by
the entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all
the finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after
many a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss
Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post. There was now
employment for the whole party; for though they could not all
talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes,
nectarines, and peaches, soon collected them round the table.
While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of
deciding whether she most feared or wished for the appearance
of Mr. Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on his entering the
room; and then, though but a moment before she had believed
her wishes to predominate, she began to regret that he came.
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