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'His misfortunes!' repeated Darcy contemptuously -- 'yes, his
misfortunes have been great indeed.'
'And of your infliction,' cried Elizabeth with energy. 'You
have reduced him to his present state of poverty -- comparative
poverty. You have withheld the advantages which you must
know to have been designed for him. -- You have deprived the
best years of his life, of that independence which was no less his
due than his desert. You have done all this! and yet you can
treat the mention of his misfortunes with contempt and ridicule.'
'And this,' cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across
the room, 'is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in
which you hold me! I thank you for explaining it so fully.
My faults, according to this calculation, are heavy indeed! But
perhaps,' added he, stopping in his walk, and turning towards
her, 'these offences might have been overlooked, had not your
pride been hurt by my honest confession of the scruples that had
long prevented my forming any serious design. These bitter
accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater
policy, concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief
of my being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by
reason, by reflection, by every thing. But disguise of every sort
is my abhorrence. Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related.
They were natural and just. Could you expect me to rejoice
in the inferiority of your connections? To congratulate myself on
the hope of relations, whose condition in life is so decidedly
beneath my own?'
Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet
she tried to the utmost to speak with composure when she said,
'You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of
your declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared me
the concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you
behaved in a more gentleman^like manner.'
She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she
continued,
'You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any
possible way that would have tempted me to accept it.'
Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her
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