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or of the people who lived in it, the two cousins found a temptation
from this period of walking thither almost every day. They
called at various times of the morning, sometimes separately,
sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their
aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came
because he had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of
course recommended him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded
by her own satisfaction in being with him, as well as by his
evident admiration of her, of her former favourite George Wick-'
ham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less
captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners, she
believed he might have the best informed mind.
But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage, it was
more difficult to understand, It could not be for society, as he
frequently sat there ten minutes together without opening his
lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity
rather than of choice -- a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to
himself. He seldom appeared really animated. Mrs. Collins
knew not what to make of him. Colonel Fitzwilliam's occa^
sionally laughing at his stupidity, proved that he was generally
different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told
her; and as she would have liked to believe this change the effect
of love, and the object of that love, her friend Eliza, she set herself
seriously to work to find it out. -- She watched him whenever
they were at Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but
without much success. He certainly looked at her friend a
great deal, but the expression of that look was disputable. It
was an earnest, stedfast gaze, but she often doubted whether
there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it seemed
nothing but absence of mind.
She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility
of his being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the
idea; and Mrs. Collins did not think it right to press the subject
from the danger of raising expectations which might only end
in disappointment; for in her opinion it admitted not of a doubt,
that all her friend's dislike would vanish, if she could suppose
him to be in her power.
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