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abominable Mr. Darcy! -- My father's opinion of me does me the
greatest honour; and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My
father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear
aunt, I should be very sorry to be the means of making any of
you unhappy; but since we see every day that where there is
affection, young people are seldom withheld by immediate want
of fortune, from entering into engagements with each other, how
can I promise to be wiser than so many of my fellow'Creatures, if
I am tempted, or how am I even to know that it would be wisdom
to resist; All that I can promise you, therefore, is not to be in a
hurry. I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his fiisi object.
When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In
short, I will do my best.'
'Perhaps it will be as well, if you discourage his coming here
so very often. At least, you should not remind your mother of
inviting him.'
'As I did the other day,' said Elizabeth with a conscious smile:
'very true, it will be wise in me to refrain from that. But do not
imagine that he is always here so often. It is on your account
that he has been so frequently invited this week. You know my
mother's ideas as to the nectssity of constant company for her
friends. But really, and upon my honour, I will try to do what
I think to be wisest; and now, I hope you are satisfied.'
Her aunt assured her that she was, and Elizabeth having
thanked her for the kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful
instance of advice being given on such a point, without being
resented.
Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been
quitted by the Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his abode
with the Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience to
Mrs. Bennet. His marriage was now fast approaching, and she
was at length so far resigned as to think it inevitable, and even
repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured tone, that she 'wished they
might be happy.' Thursday was to be the wedding day, and on
Wednesday Miss [Lucas] paid her farewell visit; and when she
rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother's ungracious
and reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself, acconv
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