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she expected, she soon regained her composure, and calmly
replied:
'Why should you be surprized, my dear Eliza' -- Do you think
it incredible that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any
woman's good opinion, because he was not so happy as to
succeed with you?'
But Elizabeth had now recollected herself, and making a
strong effort for it, was able to assure her with tolerable firmness
that the prospect of their relationship was highly grateful to her,
and that she wished her all imaginable happiness.
'I see what you are feeling,' replied Charlotte, -- 'you must be
surprized, very much surprized, -- so lately as Mr. Collins was
wishing to marry you. But when you have had time to think it
all over, I hope you will be satisfied with what I have done.
I am not romantic, you know. I never was. I ask only a com/
fortable home; and considering Mr. Collins's character, con'
nections, and situation in life, I am convinced that my chance
of happiness with him is as fair as most people can boast on
entering the marriage state.'
Elizabeth quietly answered 'Undoubtedly;' -- and after an
awkward pause, they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte
did not stay much longer, and Elizabeth was then left to reflect
on what she had heard. It was a long time before she became at all
reconciled to the idea of so unsuitable a match. The strangeness
of Mr. Collins's making two offers of marriage within three days,
was nothing in comparison of his being now accepted. She had
always felt that Charlotte's opinion of matrimony was not exactly
like her own, but she could not have supposed it possible that
when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better
feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte the wife of Mr. Collins,
was a most humiliating picture! -- And to the pang of a friend
disgracing herself and sunk in her esteem, was added the distressing
conviction that it was impossible for that friend to be tolerably
happy in the lot she had chosen.
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