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moment's consideration making her also sensible that it would
be wisest to get it over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat
down again, and tried to conceal by incessant employment the
feelings which were divided between distress and diversion.
Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked off, and as soon as they were
gone Mr. Collins began.
'Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far
from doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other per'
fections. You would have been less amiable in my eyes had
there not been this little unwillingness; but allow me to assure
you that I have your respected mother's permission for this
address. You can hardly doubt the purport of my discourse,
however your natural delicacy may lead you to dissemble; my
attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as
soon as I entered the house, I singled you out as the companion
of my future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings
on this subject, perhaps it would be advisable for me to state my
reasons for marrying -- and moreover for coming into Hertford'
shire with the design of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.'
The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being
run away with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing
that she could not use the short pause he allowed in any attempt
to stop him farther, and he continued:
'My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right thing
for every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to set the
example of matrimony in his parish. Secondly, that I am con-*
vinced it will add very greatly to my happiness; and thirdly --
which perhaps I ought to have mentioned earlier, that it is the
particular advice and recommendation of the very noble lady
whom I have the honour of calling patroness. Twice has she
condescended to give me her opinion (unasked too!) on this
subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I left
Hunsford -- between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson
was arranging Miss de Bourgh's footstool, that she said,
"Mr. Collins, you must marry. A clergyman like you must
marry. -- Chuse properly, chuse a gentlewoman for my sake; and
for your own, let her be an active, useful sort of person, not brought
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