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without introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a
compliment to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary
there should be any notice on either side, and that if it were, it
must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin
the acquaintance. -- Mr. Collins listened to her with the determined
air of following his own inclination, and when she ceased
speaking, replied thus: 'My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the
highest opinion in the world of your excellent judgment in all
matters within the scope of your understanding, but permit me
to say that there must be a wide difference between the established
forms of ceremony amongst the laity, and those which regulate
the clergy; for, give me leave to observe that I consider the clerical
office as equal in point of dignity with the highest rank in the
kingdom -- provided that a proper humility of behaviour is at
the same time maintained. You must therefore allow me to
follow the dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which
leads me to perform what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon
me for neglecting to profit by your advice, which on every other
subject shall be my constant guide, though in the case before us
I consider myself more fitted by education and habitual study to
decide on what is right than a young lady like yourself.' And
with a low bow he left her to attack Mr. Darcy, whose reception
of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at
being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his
speech with a solemn bow: and though she could not hear a
word of it, she felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of
his lips the words 'apology', 'Hunsford', and 'Lady Catherine
de Bourgh.' It vexed her to see him expose himself to such a
man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with unrestrained wonder,
and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him time to speak, replied
with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, was not
discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy's contempt
seemed abundantly increasing with the length of his second
speech, and at the end of it he only made him a slight bow, and
moved another way, Mr. Collins then returned to Elizabeth.
'I have no reason, I assure you,' said he, 'to be dissatisfied
with my reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the
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