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Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of
Nature had been but little assisted by education or society; the
greatest part of his life having been spent under the guidance of
an illiterate and miserly father; and though he belonged to one
of the universities, he had merely kept the necessary terms, without
forming at it any useful acquaintance. The subjection in which
his father had brought him up had given him originally great
humility of manner, but it was now a good deal counteracted
by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in retirement, and the
consequential feelings of early and unexpected prosperity. A
fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de
Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect
which he felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as
his patroness, mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of
his authority as a clergyman, and his right as a rector, made him
altogether a mixture of pride and obsequiousness, self-importance
and humility.
Having now a good house and very sufficient income, he
intended to marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the
Longbourn family he had a wife in view, as he meant to chuse
one of the daughters, if he found them as handsome and amiable
as they were represented by common report. This was his plan
of amends -- of atonement -- for inheriting their father's estate; and
he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and suitableness,
and excessively generous and disinterested on his own part.
His plan did not vary on seeing them. -- Miss Bennet's lovely
face confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions
of what was due to seniority; and for the first evening she was his
settled choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration;
for in a quarter of an hour's tete^tete with Mrs. Bennet before
breakfast, a conversation beginning with his parsonage^house,
and leading naturally to the avowal of his hopes, that a mistress
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