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that I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear
Lydia not to give any directions about her clothes till she
has seen me, for she does not know which are the best
warehouses. Oh, brother, how kind you are! I know you
will contrive it all.'
But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his
earnest endeavours in the cause, could not avoid recom-
mending moderation to her, as well in her hopes as her
fears; and after talking with her in this manner till din-
ner was on table, they left her to vent all her feelings
on the housekeeper, who attended in the absence of her
daughters.
Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there
was no real occasion for such a seclusion from the family,
they did not attempt to oppose it, for they knew that she
had not prudence enough to hold her tongue before the
servants, while they waited at table, and judged it better
that _one_ only of the household, and the one whom they
could most trust, should comprehend all her fears and
solicitude on the subject.
In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and
Kitty, who had been too busily engaged in their separate
apartments to make their appearance before. One came from
her books, and the other from her toilette. The faces of
both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was
visible in either, except that the loss of her favourite sister,
or the anger which she had herself incurred in the business,
had given something more of fretfulness than usual to the
accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was mistress enough of
herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance of grave
reflection, soon after they were seated at table,--
'This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be
much talked of. But we must stem the tide of malice, and
pour into the wounded bosoms of each other the balm of
sisterly consolation.'
Then perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying,
she added, 'Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may
draw from it this useful lesson: -- that loss of virtue in a
female is irretrievable, that one false step involves her in
endless ruin, that her reputation is no less brittle than it is
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