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'Oh no!' said Elizabeth. 'In essentials, I believe, he is
very much what he ever was.'
While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing
whether to rejoice over her words or to distrust their mean-
ing. There was a something in her countenance which made
him listen with an apprehensive and anxious attention, while
she added,--
'When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not
mean that either his mind or manners were in a state of im-
provement; but that, from knowing him better, his disposi-
tion was better understood.'
Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened com-
plexion and agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent;
till, shaking off his embarrassment, he turned to her again,
and said in the gentlest of accents,--
'You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy,
will readily comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that
he is wise enough to assume even the _appearance_ of what is
right. His pride, in that direction, may be of service, if not
to himself, to many others, for it must deter him from such
foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only fear that the
sort of cautiousness to which you, I imagine, have been
alluding, is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose
good opinion and judgment he stands much in awe. His
fear of her has always operated, I know, when they were
together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his wish of
forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which I am
certain he has very much at heart.'
Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she an-
swered only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that
he wanted to engage her on the old subject of his grievances,
and she was in no humour to indulge him. The rest of the
evening passed with the _appearance,_ on his side, of usual
cheerfulness, but with no further attempt to distinguish
Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and
possibly a mutual desire of never meeting again.
When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs.
Forster to Meryton, from whence they were to set out early
the next morning. The separation between her and her
family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the only
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