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'Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a man-servant, does he?
I am very glad you have somebody who thinks of those
things. Where shall you change horses? Oh, Bromley,
of course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will he
attended to.'
Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting
their journey, and as she did not answer them all herself
attention was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to be lucky
for her; or, with a mind so occupied, she might have for-
gotten where she was. Reflection must be reserved for
solitary hours: whenever she was alone, she gave way to it
as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a
solitary walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of
unpleasant recollections.
Mr. Darcy's letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing
by heart. She studied every sentence; and her feelings to-
wards its writer were at times widely different. When she
remembered the style of his address, she was still full of
indignation: but when she considered how unjustly she had
condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against
herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of
compassion. His attachment excited gratitude, his general
character respect: but she could not approve him; nor could
she for a moment repent her refusal, or feel the slightest
inclination ever to see him again. In her own past behaviour
there was a constant source of vexation and regret: and in
the unhappy defects of her family a subject of yet heavier
chagrin. They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, con-
tented with laughing at them, would never exert himself to
restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters; and
her mother, with manners so far from right herself, was
entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently
united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of
Catherine and Lydia; but while they were supported by
their mother's indulgence, what chance could there be of
improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited, irritable, and com-
pletely under Lydia's guidance, had been always affronted
by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would
scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and
vain. While there was an officer in Meryton, they would
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