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yet, whether Bingley's regard had really died away, or were
suppressed by his friends' interference; whether he had been
aware of Jane's attachment, or whether it had escaped his
observation; whatever were the case, though her opinion of
him must be materially affected by the difference, her sister's
situation remained the same, her peace equally wounded.
A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of
her feeling to Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet's leaving
them together, after a longer irritation than usual about
Netherfield and its master, she could not help saying,--
'Oh that my dear mother had more command over herself;
she can have no idea of the pain she gives me by her con-
tinual reflections on him. But I will not repine. It cannot
last long. He will be forgot, and we shall all be as we
were before.'
Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude,
but said nothing.
'You doubt me,' cried Jane, slightly colouring; 'indeed
you have no reason. He may live in my memory as the
most amiable man of my acquaintance, but that is all. I
have nothing either to hope or fear, and nothing to re-
proach him with. Thank God I have not _that_ pain. A
little time, therefore -- I shall certainly try to get the bet-
ter--'
With a stronger voice she soon added, 'I have this com-
fort immediately, that it has not been more than an error of
fancy on my side, and that it has done no harm to any
one but myself.'
'My dear Jane,' exclaimed Elizabeth, 'you are too good.
Your sweetness and disinterestedness are really angelic; I
do not know what to say to you. I feel as if I had never
done you justice, or loved you as you deserve.'
Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit,
and threw back the praise on her sister's warm affection.
'Nay,' said Elizabeth, 'this is not fair. _You_ wish to think
all the world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of any-
body. _I_ only want to think _you_ perfect, and you set yourself
against it. Do not be afraid of my running into any excess,
of my encroaching on your privilege of universal goodwill.
You need not. There are few people whom I really love,
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