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so far from doing you any dis-service, rather adds to your
other perfections. You would have been less amiable in my
eyes had there _not_ been this little unwillingness; but allow
me to assure you that I have your respected mother's permis-
sion for this address. You can hardly doubt the purport of
my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to
dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mis-
taken. Almost as soon as I entered the house I singled you
out as the companion of my future life. But before I am run
away with by my feelings on this subject, perhaps it will
be advisable for me to state my reasons for marrying -- and,
moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with the design of
selecting a wife, as I certainly did.'
The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure,
being run away with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near
laughing that she could not use the short pause he allowed in
any attempt to stop him farther, and he continued,--
'My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a
right thing for every clergyman in easy circumstances (like
myself) to set the example of matrimony in his parish;
secondly, that I am convinced it will add very greatly to my
happiness; and, thirdly, which perhaps I ought to have
mentioned earlier, that it is the particular advice and recom-
mendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of
calling patroness. Twice has she condescended to give me
her opinion (unasked too!) on this subject; and it was but
the very Saturday night before I left Hunsford, -- between our
pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was arranging Miss
de Bourgh's footstool, -- that she said, "Mr. Collins, you must
marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose properly,
choose a gentlewoman for _my_ sake, and for your _own;_ let her
be an active, useful sort of person, not brought up high, but
able to make a small income go a good way. This is my
advice. Find such a woman as soon as you can, bring her to
Hunsford, and I will visit her." Allow me, by the way, to
observe, my fair cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and
kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of
the advantages in my power to offer. You will find her
manners beyond anything I can describe; and your wit and
vivacity, I think, must be acceptable to her, especially when
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